Wiggum is my muse. – moi
Tonight I wanted to take a moment to give an update of how I’m finding this challenge to be so far. Last year I lost 50lbs and after doing that I knew that if I put my mind to something I can do anything. That was the whole reason for doing this challenge.
Maintaining my weight loss has me riding the struggle bus. I used to wake up at 6AM and go to the gym, now I can barely get up at 7AM. I think it’s because I haven’t been going to sleep early to get up early. I am staying up late to do these art pieces every night.
I have to go to the gym after work, but that is hit or miss. Lets be honest mostly a miss. The excuses I make up are so real, and it’s so easy to give in and tell myself tomorrow.
I’ve fallen into old habits from drinking soda, not tracking, and have many “black hole days” days I cannot seem to get full no matter what I eat. I’ve had moments when I had to fight negative thoughts in my head telling me I’m fat.
With all that said I’ve successfully maintained my weight.
When it comes to my art some nights I fight through some serious artist block, and not having enough hours before midnight to have the piece exactly as I envision, neat or polished.
With all that said somehow every day my art comes through.
Thanks for reading.